Just For Today

Just for this morning i'll wake up early than usual to do an extra lap in the pool;

Just for this morning i'll ignore all the phone calls and lead a day life my own;

Just for this morning i'll ignore all the messages to make peace no war.

Just for this afternoon i'll vent out the dissatisfaction on dayre, which is not meant to be shown.

Just for this afternoon I'll spend my time sipping my cup of espresso reading my favorite book in the nearby coffee shop.

Just for this afternoon i'll shop my ass off thinking about how beautifully we hit it off that day in the mall.

Just for this afternoon i'll listen to 'Remember when' to think about those significant 'days' that meant be remembered.

Just for this evening i'll turn my headphones up for a temporal amnesia to the current things that got me screwed.

Just for this evening i'll stop carrying out the deception and reveal the truth to some me-life spoilers.

Just for this evening i'll spend my time watching tv but not checking my instagram seeing the unfolding life of others.

For the past 24 years of being so vulnerable,

Just for a day before a new start tomorrow i'll learn how to swerve to avoid the risk of being harmed.

Just for a day before a new start tomorrow i'll stop being good to people who doesn't appreciate the hard work i've done.

Just for a day before a new start tomorrow i'll stop dedicating myself to working my ass off. 

Just for a day before a new start tomorrow i'll stop giving my best to people who don't worth my time sacrificing for.

Mark my words.