Resolution

THE LAST DAY OF 2013 !

I just want to forget someone who's not worth to be remembered.

Thats all i wish for the year of 2014.

Last 2 days until 2014

Eversince dayre was invented i blog extensively using my mobile almost everyday and whenever i go, which is so much convenient though the number of followers look kind of pathetic to me.

All credits go to the one who created this. *Standing ovation

My friends are always like:

HAR? XIA MI LAI DE ??? 

uhmmmmm...okay

 

                                

Another one day until the brand new 2014.
No resolution, i just want to be completely stress-free and happy for the entire year.

As i told you one day they will have to realize that forcing their employees to work on PHs or weekends is the worst idea EVER because we literally get paid for doing nothing.

Another thing, i realize that there's a too many morons in this world. The image below is fk epic. Have you ever felt like doing this to anyone around you? Ya, for me ALWAYS. I'd definitely be a better person if everyone stopped pissing me off. I don't understand how people can be so retarded until the point that you feel like throwing bricks to their faces, like seriously.

20++ days of annual leave to clear.Taking the opportunity to meet up with some long lost friends and see who i met ?

YAY!

Please focus on the caption. =) I'm seriously flattered.

Just For Today

Just for this morning i'll wake up early than usual to do an extra lap in the pool;

Just for this morning i'll ignore all the phone calls and lead a day life my own;

Just for this morning i'll ignore all the messages to make peace no war.

Just for this afternoon i'll vent out the dissatisfaction on dayre, which is not meant to be shown.

Just for this afternoon I'll spend my time sipping my cup of espresso reading my favorite book in the nearby coffee shop.

Just for this afternoon i'll shop my ass off thinking about how beautifully we hit it off that day in the mall.

Just for this afternoon i'll listen to 'Remember when' to think about those significant 'days' that meant be remembered.

Just for this evening i'll turn my headphones up for a temporal amnesia to the current things that got me screwed.

Just for this evening i'll stop carrying out the deception and reveal the truth to some me-life spoilers.

Just for this evening i'll spend my time watching tv but not checking my instagram seeing the unfolding life of others.

For the past 24 years of being so vulnerable,

Just for a day before a new start tomorrow i'll learn how to swerve to avoid the risk of being harmed.

Just for a day before a new start tomorrow i'll stop being good to people who doesn't appreciate the hard work i've done.

Just for a day before a new start tomorrow i'll stop dedicating myself to working my ass off. 

Just for a day before a new start tomorrow i'll stop giving my best to people who don't worth my time sacrificing for.

Mark my words.

Nape Piercing

I've been thinking about this for quite some time but no way for me working up the nerve to get it done. My friend had it and it looks beautiful at the back of her neck (Yes Tanith you !). I honestly don't think it would be that hurt but even if it does it will only be a temporary pain that only last for about few seconds like how i got all my ear piercings and also my tattoo done.

I really want to get my nape pierced, like pretty badly but there's a slight hesitation. I've heard about scars, rejection, bleeding non stop, and even infection (oh really?) and with all the negative feedbacks i was given, i guess i should wait for a little longer to battle the temptation of getting one myself.

I remembered i once had my helix pierced and it was just too fine and awesome for the first two years until it started to swell so badly. I was expecting some pain but since it didn't hurt at all i chose to ignore but as it grew bigger a day by day and was severely swell up (which is so gross) i began to panic. So ended up i got myself a minor ear surgery which is the only way to get rid of that little ugly stuff from my ear. Anyway now im so proud with my left elf ear though. Kinda shaken up by the piercing experience that i had few years ago, am paranoid la wey.

Awesome isn't it? I'm soooooo gonna get one.

Should i? Or should i not? 

Fucked up

This is gonna be a post full of vulgarities. Bare with me. I'm on fire. Some retards are getting on my nerves i have to let this out otherwise it'll end up chopping his balls off for being a chickened chick(dick) bashing me at the back acting like a fucktard coward.

Fuck you pound. Accept the brutal honest fact that you're incapable and i know this is so frustrating but come on, face it dude. You're fucking inblardycapable. Spend some time look at your own reflection, you're incredibly ugly, you're stink, you're short and what a pity having that horny face that creeps people out. I lose respect for someone like you, a douchebag who looks exactly like a poop and even sharing the same smell, born to be a turd in the punchbowl in every corner of this world. Opps i doubt if you understand that because your english in fucking poor.

Oh yeah the very last minute notice is fucking informative, well thanks for that. This is not a right way to do stuff hello? You reap what you sow asshole. If you think you're winning me over seeing me screwed completely, well asshole, just this second for your triumph, but i would absolutely do the same to you and believe me, it will be 10 times better than your trick.


Now, Im feeling better.

Christmas Caroling 2013

Came back for the Christmas caroling in Shangri-La. Well it's gonna be a post full of pictures though.That's exactly what i was doing one year ago on this day and now, i'm still doing the same thing one year later wearing the same shirt and pants carrying the same guitar singing with the same group of people. Time passes by too fast it just feels like an eye blink and i was looking back things that had happened this year to me i thought it was like only a few months since the last Christmas celebration in the same exact place where we are celebrating now. Time flies. Just feel like wanted to stay 21 forever, that's my best year of life ever.

Thinking back when i was dismayed by the incident happened well over a year ago during last Christmas i can't believe i've made it through the year and i love my life now more than i ever thought possible.


With the morning sun light shining down on me, down on me, down on me oh~ shining down on me. On my way to the hotel. Kinda excited.

Was headed up there again this day, 2 days in a row. Jeez, tiring.

Patiently waiting for the next session in the office. Look at the faces, i feel so sure that everyone is excited.

I didn't realize until after this picture was taken that the one standing behind me is Jared, who invited me to join in the caroling again for this year. Me and him like....wow...we knew each other since the first day in college at the year of 2008.

Selfie is one of the best ways to kill the boredom and in this picture, that's Cheng Ji at the back. I've known him for almost one year plus and the only thing i can describe is that he has all the good qualities a gentleman should have. He's always there offering his help to carry my guitar or anything i'm holding whenever we go. All men should learn from him and have these qualities to make peace not war.

Suited up with guitar. That's the perfect match in my opinion. LOL

But i guess it suits me more, at least i don't need to wear the santarina costume carrying my guitar walking around the building. 

Just when it was about to end my scheduler came for his lunch break. So i took that opportunity to take a photo with him. One thing good about him, he seldom say No to any of my requests. 

"Seldom" doesn't mean 'Never".

Group photo. To be very honest i only know three of them in this big group as i'm not part of this hotel. I'm probably not gonna stick with them long enough to remember each and every single name. I had great fun with the little time spending with the group and kinda missing some of the people who are missing in the group for this year caroling. 

The token of appreciation is so encouraging. XD 

That's what i got from last year.

And Emmanuel was the Santa of last year. So this year where's him?

Is that the day holds something special
Something holy, not superficial
So here's to Jesus Christ who saved our lives
It's something we all try to ignore
And put a wreath up on your door
But here's something you should know that is for sure
Christmas must be something more !

A big thank for the opportunity ! 

Gathering !

Another sunny day and i just don't feel like going out of my room. How i wish i could just sleep through the day and only wake up for dinner. Then sleep again until the next day.

Next time i should really turn off my phone to avoid some crazy people disturbing.

She: To be honest he is kinda pissed saying that you leave us alone at here. You're such a bad girl.

Me: But....i have stuff to do over here and your place is damn far...

She: Jess, please, do the right thing.

Fuck you Sue Li. Always make me feel bad. 

Dragged my body out of my bed and got myself ready to meet up with them for lunch. It quite a distance from here to sentosa but then i have never regretted coming here. At least i get to meet up with my pretty doll Andrea Soh and my little gangsta Sue Li who loves to eat chapati so much.

We gathered up nearby the globe and ended in Chili's for lunch before taking the tram to go into the sentosa island. Hate the weather, hate the queue, otherwise is superbly awesome!


That's me and my pretty Andrea =)

Well let's talk a bit about this Andrea. This chio bu appeared in a number of newspapers and magazines before and also joined the new face or Singapore miss popularity competition few months ago.

Sooo pretty Hui Qi !

Ok i should stop stealing photos from her FB. Back to our own gathering photo.

Andrea Soh, Peh Sue Li, Hakim and me in Chillis. Not forgetting Sean who's holding the phone taking this picture of us. 

I smell something is burning..oh yea! Sue Li's on fire ! 

She's abusive, not literally, but mentally and emotionally.She has a special talent. She can impromptutly sing any vulgar english songs just in a few seconds. Trust me. Hardly anyone can beat her.

Well, typical Singaporean.

 Hey you shut up! go back to your Malaysia! 

Her favorite words.

But i still love her. I don't know why.

There's always a reason why we call her gangsta Peh. All you need to do is click the play button of this video for the proof.

The chilling session in the room with the song called : Selfie.

Specially dedicated to our selfie queen Andrea Soh.

Breathtaking view from the room

Rushing back all the way to meet up with another group of friends. 

Spending our dinner in Watami while waiting for Camin to join us.

I thought i was ordering something similar with the one i used to take but to be honest, this tastes real funny i don't even know how to describe.

Wesley, Alex and Camin. Look at the big height differences. LOL

Miss every single of them so much !

Satisfying night at Marché 313 @ Somerset

I love each year end. And i absolutely love the end of this year. At least i get to meet up with those people i love but with less chances to see each other.

So here i'll just highlight the important parts. I remember that night i wasn't that hungry at all but still need to have at least something to avoid starving at night so we went to Marché 313 at Somerset which took us about half an hour of waking all the way from Orchard.

One of the reasons i love the end of each year because i feel absolutely christmassy whenever i go. Just feeling so loved at Christmas time i don't know why. Take a look at the decor from the entrance.

It feels like a fresh food market displaying all the fresh foods, vegetables, juices, meats, drinks etc...

...without any rowdy market traders in this cozy fresh market though.

Strolling around the market finding our favorite foods (the variety of choices is killing!) before we ended up settling down in one of the tables enjoying the savoury crepe with cheese salmon and some other fillings i can't remember)

Such a decent portion size which costs about SGD10++ 

Which to pick? 

 Preparing the crepe unfolding her amazing cooking skills at her station with us standing infront.

Another satisfying meal this night! Thanks Sean for the treat and bringing me here yo !

The last email from a typhoon Haiyan Victim

She was in disbelief after learning that she had won a complimentary stay for a suite room and would like to spend her 7th anniversary with her fiancé with a 4 days and 3 nights stay in one of the participating hotels.


"Hi XX team,
I am so happy to found out that I won! Thank you so much for choosing my entry! I've read the mechanics and rule no. 7 states................
I was able to check XXXX booking site and would like to spend our seventh anniversary with a 4/D/3N stay in a XXXX..................

Regards,
XXX "


Those lengthy emails went back and forth for almost a month just to sort this out and during the final stage of finalizing the affair regarding to the prize she'd unexpectedly won, we congratulated her warmly at the final mail communication and it went un-replied ever since.
From all the emails she wrote you can tell the whole thing was full of excitement and so much looking forward to her anniversary celebration when we were at the middle of processing the prize conversion into complimentary suite stay in that particular hotel in Hong Kong. We never failed to receive all her humble responses to each and every single email we sent, which we then found it so unusual she didn't even thank us upon completion of her request to the last email.

It was another afternoon when we received a call from hotel informing us about this member didn't turn up as planned. As it was a complimentary suite stay for 3 nights and the date had been fixed for over a month we can't work out why she failed to turn up.She can't have been that old to not remember her 7th anniversary big day celebration afterall. We assumed it might be some internal communication issues that we have all the things muddled up or she might be experiencing some flight delays or something.

Without wasting a single second we sent an email to her right after in the hope of finding the reason why, to which someone replied, with her email address, after a while :

"Dear XXX,

This is XXX's fiance. She wasn't able to inform you of the reservation cancellation as she has already passed away last November 8, 2013 due to super typhoon Yolanda.

Thank you.

Sincerely,

XXX "

Reading his email with sadness that brings me almost to tears, my heart sinks completely.

Silent as this air, as heavy as the earth, sensing a feeling of profound sorrow from each and every word he wrote in this email.

Feeling the most pain of losing the love of his life, that's the 24 hours of his life he will never able to overturn and bring her back.

No 7th anniversary for them anymore. 

He no longer able to walk her down the aisle making her the happiest bride in this earth anymore.

Their love deserve endless but physically defeated by the unknown.

Expect nothing. Appreciate everything,

While your loved ones are still with us,

Because we will, definitely one day, just a matter of time before the relationship,

defeated by the unknown,

the inevitable death that will drift two persons apart, so far away...forever.

Not only for her, may all the victims who lost their lives in the tragedy rest in peace at the other world.

Try your best to help those who really need,

You can help by donating as much as you can to alleviate their sufferings.

And now you can see...how fortunate we really are.

Dogs deserve better

A badly injured emaciated dog was found few days ago at the corner of the building and it was believed that the poor thing was probably attacked causing the open wound with maggots on his head. Feeling it's helpless struggle someone have the photo posted up immediately seeking for help and attention from public, hoping someone could actually do something to help this poor little dog who was at the middle of suffering from emergency that requires an urgent treatment.

I was actually one of them who responded and to my surprise there are quite a number of people actually willing to contribute and help (money and fund contribution, giving ideas and solutions, providing all necessary helps that needed) and i can't applaud them enough for doing all the stuff they are doing. I earlier thought it for sure that people would either just share without any intention to help, or just scroll down and ignore until now, i know better. There's still hopes in humanity.

This poor injured dog was then rushed to the nearby veterinary hospital the second day by two volunteers as the dog needed immediate veterinary attention otherwise the injury will get worse threatening his life. People are jumping in to help (some volunteering to send the dog to the nearby veterinary hospital, some offering a big lorry with some useful contacts, and of course most of them contributing money since they have nothing more that can do to help.)

But it wasn't just a normal injury, as you can see that's a severe head injury that needs intensive treatment immediately. As the condition deteriorates the veterinarian advised that 250ml of blood from a dog of at least 15kg was badly needed.

We all knew it wasn't going to be easy within that short period of time.

The critical period of the dog only lasted for a few hours. Finally, he can't wait any longer after trying his best to survive.

He's gone.
His life might have been saved if he had been rushed to the hospital the first second when he was first found.

Please offer your kindness to those poor little animals who really need and your small little act could actually save a life. Not surprisingly people only pay attention and take care of those charming dog breeds ignoring those who's suffering outside the street needing more loves and cares from human.

All dogs deserve better.

If you find a stray dog / cat who needs a helping hand please seek immediate help from
Dogs deserve better.Just do whatever you think it's necessary to help for the welfare of dogs and cats. Put yourself in the shoes and see how it feels before you ignore.

Your small act of kindness and a few seconds of attention could save a life.

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May your soul rest in peace in the other world.