The boredom of a lonely journey is a killer but somehow,i enjoyed it that day.I went to one raffles place on Thursday afternoon right after the call when i thought this moment could change the rest of my life.I was pretty disappointed to find out it wasnt as good as i thought and was having a wrong idea about what the company is doing all the while.The next story,a bajillion thoughts running through my head during the one hour travelling back to Marsiling.There are so many things pulling me back from taking up the responsibility and i know things are about to get real complicated as time goes on.Its so pathetic to see how a person would do,just about anything for something important in their lives.A romantic decision will somehow turn into an evil resentment that might burst without you awaring it,anytime.The change will be so blunt,so drastic that we will probably have no clue what we can do further and eventually,
"Clean up the mess,just let that go."
A voice whispers to my ears whenever this happens.
Somehow,i get accustomed to a certain kind of sadness when problems continue,and never get solved.
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