After the great day of 19th that i was actually hoping things could get better, i realize it doesnt make any changes and it gets worse somehow.I dont want to fall into this situation anymore but hardly anyone or anything could stop it.It will keep on going until either one of us quit playing this game. Figuring out the reason why am i still here even things get whole lot more complicated than before.It seems that everything i do doesnt make any changes for this and it somehow getting more demandable from the other side i can't tolerate with this no more.
Making a step forward or backward won't take care of the problem. Tears stinging my face and i know it will completely dry up one day.
The only thing i can do is,do,wait,and see.NOT going to force and expect anything to happen.
We can't stop what will come to us, but we can change how we face it, and change inner part of us is what we can do a better future and that is the only thing we able to control.
ReplyDeletetake care, sis.