It's 5.30 am.
After 6
hours of sleep, i am welcomed by sparkling moonlight glowing in the dark and the promise of a
beautiful morning to kick start my day.
Thank
God for the gift of another good night's sleep.
If i
choose to shut my eyes to the things happening around me, THAT FEELING
still uncontrollably seeps in.
But
then I believe that if I am too small to make any sort of
lasting change for my comfort,
I'd
choose to just rely on my gut feeling and let go of
the incessant worry.
Then i
realized,
It
starts with me.
So I
start with myself, finding
what anger and disappointment lives in me and eradicating
it piece by piece.
Gradually,
things start boiling inside me. I'm burning up with anger when i finally
express my emotions, then it explodes.
Otherwise,
resentment continues.
I often have a very long thought provoking conversations with
myself.
I
thought i was wrong, then no, i was right, but then again, maybe i was wrong,
but then i realize again i am certainly not the only one who'd end up reacting this
way to a situation that's happening.
Well, I've
had a bunch to learn on inner peace.
As for
now, let's continue to be grateful for being able to sleep soundly
for more than five hours every night.
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